Dunno why i am still up

I am currently listening to One for Me by SHINee. <3 This song always puts a smile to my face and makes me so happy. It's like 4 in the morning and I have no idea why I am still not sleeping. I really should get up early tomorrow and be productive...*sigh*

So I am home now!!! On Spring Break of course. It's pure bliss for sure. I don't think I've eaten as much as I have in the past 4 days than I have eaten at school the past 2 weeks...T-T

Hmm it's good to be away from school a bit to be honest. And clear my head and recharge myself for spring quarter. Reading period/finals week was a bit bizarre and not to mention very inconvenient due to my knee T-T I finally went to the doctors Friday. (Ya, for once I actually got medical attention...ugh) But the xray results are still not in. But most likely I pulled a tenant and it might take more than 2 months to fully recover. WTF!!!!!! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DANCE FOR RBIM!!! BOOOOOOO. Ugh I feel so retarded. Who falls while running upstairs?!? And suffer such serious injuries...beats me...

AAAAAAAAAAAH I WANT SUMMER TO BE HERE ALREADY!!!!!!!! And...ah. I don't even really know what I want anymore. I mean of course non academically wise. I am very focused academically speaking but hmm. I dunno. I feel like I'm babbling. HAHA.

But it's so confusing >.<>.<>