FOTA :) and um, God, seriously, is this necessary?!?

FOTAAAAAAAAA~
well, so at our school, there's an annual arts show which opens with a fashion show featuring designers who are students from our school. And my awesome friend Sarah happened to be one of the designers featured in the FOTA show and I modeled for her. It was SOOOO much fun!!! :D The dress I wore was really cool. The back, as can see in the back, was really awesome with a bunch of metal danglings hehe~

And walking on a run way is such an awesome feeling! All my friends were screaming my name and it was so much fun :) Good thing I didn't really mess up at the actual show today. During rehearsals this afternoon I went when it was not my turn to go and I also posed at the wrong spots...T-T So embarrassing...

And OMG...my hair was curled and then teased so it was this huge poofball and I had super scary zombie like black eye makeup...

So me and chloe went to hutch to grab some food after our photoshoot. And guess who i literally bumped into...AT THE MOST AWKWARD MOMENT AS EXPECTED...yes. Andy. T-T

I walked in and he was paying at the cash register and i was like OMG PLEASE DO NOT TURN AROUND PLEASE DO NOT LOOK AT ME. *secretly wishing* and of course he didn't do that, and turned around. OMG. i wish the earth would open up and swallow me right there. I swear I have NO IDEA WHY he always sees me at the most awkward moments.

He literally was starring at me for like 5 sec without saying anything and i was like oh shit...fml. And then i think he realized he was doing that so he was like "oh hey!" *smile smile* He has a really nice smile :) Anyways I was like "Hi..."

And he had this really amused expression on his face and he said, "Going out?" I was like OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS?!? I LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN ZOMBIE PROSTITUTE and he thinks i'm heading out?!? (btw. big crazy teased hair+bright red lipstick+crazy black eye makeup...) I was like "Uh...no no no...I'm actually modeling in the FOTA show tonight..." And as I continued talking I was walking further away from him, backwards and my voice turned smaller and smaller and I said. "You...should...come...ya...." And he was like "Ya...." *smile smile*

OH GOD. SERIOUSLY. WHY DO AWKWARD MOMENTS LIKE THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME WHEN ANDY IS AROUND LIKE WTF.

So i went to the subway line and wonhee was there, but i wasn't sure if it was him or not because he got a haircut, so i was just standing behind in the line trying to figure out if it was him or not, and while i was thinking to myself, i somehow said it outloud ," Is that wonhee?" and for some bizarre reason andy was standing right beside me and i didn't know (of course he was waiting for wonhee...) and he was like ,"Ya, it's wonhee" and i was like laskhdgldsakgh why is andy beside me omg. and then i was like "WONHEEEEEE" and wonhee turned around and said hi but then backed off and made a scared face when he looked at me. and i was like "I KNOW I LOOK WEIRD DON'T LOOK AT MEEEEE~" and covered my face. and he just laughed. omg like seriously WHY DID I HAVE TO BUMP INTO HIM?!? D: if only i went to hutch like 3 min. later...GAH!

And afterwards they were eating at hutch and me and chloe tried to get a table far away...and omg of ALL PEOPLE. who joined andy and wonhee...guess who...yongho. omg like SERIOUSLY. can this get any alskdhgsaldkh?!? This is just so weird. i can so see them 3 being like, "oh ya, xue's so strange..." and yongho all like "ya, we went to chinatown together" and wonhee, who is convinced that i'm infatuated with andy all like "dude, but i think she totally likes you now" WHICH IS NOT TRUE OKAY?!? like yes i do think andy is very very cooooooooooool. but um yes that's all. I just think he's really...i dunno okay like he's really cool. but that's it. and it's all stupid david's fault anyways. omg. i swear if he's still mia by the end of the quarter i'm gonna karate chop him. ugh like seriously what the hell~ this is so stupid. WHYYYYYYYYYYY must i always look so stupid when i'm around him?!? it's so unfair...he probably thinks i'm retarded...T-T ugh. epic fail... :(